I miss....

I'll fake a smile, like how I do it best always.

The pain of my bandage on my hand can't even beat a single percent of the pain in my heart right now. I smiled, I always smiled. What's the point showing your emotions all the time?
No one cares, no one cares whether you are happy or not, so why bother showing?

As I continue typing, my tears started rolling down on my face.

I don't care what you say.
Sorry I couldn't continue, I promise I will edit this post by tonight.

[EDITED: 9.35pm]

Although I just came back from tons of places with tons of faces, nothing makes me feel better. I really need to express it all out! I don't give a damn if you are offended or not, I just need to let it out before it all explode! Sigh.

Things changed, people changed, your surrounding changed, even the environment changed.
They always say, True friends won't change nor leave you; those that left you, weren't the one you're suppose to rely on.

Is it true? Or whats?

I'm just too weak to adapt the changes that's happening around me?
OR
These things are ridiculous?

Life is so complicated, we shouldn't bother so much - TRUE ENOUGH.
But the problem is, can you do it? Can you just leave it aside? Can you just forget those disturbing thoughts? Think about it, you can't; oh wells, at least, I know I can't.

I don't know what am I trying to conclude but these are the feelings that I really wanted to share with my readers; I would really love to know more opinions from these as I need a get away, like seriously.

MIND FCUK; BRAIN WASH; PSYCHO!
X


A true friend won't ditch you for something else,
A true friend won't back stab you for no reason,
A true friend won't lie to you more than once,
A true friend won't fake a smile in front of you;

BECAUSE..

A true friend will be there for you no matter what,
A true friend will tell you the truth although its hurtful,
A true friend will always side you and support you through it all,
A true friend will chose to scold you instead of faking it all.
Where are you, my true friend?
I miss you, so, so badly. :(

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Although I'm feeling depressed now, Xpax still makes me feel better because when I'm emo, I loves to shop shop buy this buy that! Since I'm home, I'll just download all the EMO SONGS because the rates are so cheap!

JENG JENG JENG!
The Xpas Freekin' Sales!

• 50% discount!!!! (need me to elaborate more meh?)
• use more than RM5 then you stand a chance to win PSP, BlackBerry, Mac and lots more gorgeous gadjet!!!
• Happy hour - 1-4pm is my favourite time! (Lecture classes are bored so I'll do what I do best - DOWNLOAD SONGS!)

Cheaper than a bowl of Pan mee lor.. What cha waiting for? Dial *118# now!!!!
(damn it I feel like eating panmee now lahhh.......)


P/s: I promised I'll update more! Don't give up on me, kay? (:

Do you remember this girl named - Adele?

Spot my title of the post before continue reading this - 

Do you still remember who am I? Lol, why would I asked that?  Mhmm.. Because I know I've abandoned my blog for quite some times - which means don't care about you reader's feelings as you guys come here and see no updates!! :(  I'm seriously sorrry but well, I'll explain to you guys later.   (But I update my tweeter everyday one you still don't wanna follow me meh!)

Continue reading and you'll know.

Before I continue, let you see my face lah incase you guys really forget how I looked like!! =p

Its me with my tension hairstyle as this picture was taken during midterm if I wasn't mistaken!

(I know my hair damn dry, sigh)

So yeah, what's with me lately?  OHHH WAIT, let me wish this gorgeous nose-hole(inside joke) friend of mind a happpy belated bday first!! (fyi his bday was ytd -- WED, 17th of March)

HAPPY 20th BDAY LOW KIMCHUN aka my favourite 'nose hole' friend TEEEHEE.

(sound so gross IKNOWRIGHT, what a name!)

Okay, back to topic -  What's with me lately?

You guys must be thinking, 

"what the hell is wrong with Adele Chow woi? So long never update her blog?!"

OR if you followed me on Twitter or whats,

"Seriously she's damn LOA keep posting EMO post dont know what is wrong with her!"

Ohwells, yes 2010 hasn't been treating me well and March really hates me a lot.

I don't know how to put all these in words but seriously, life has not been good for me lately.

You guys should know I'm the kind that used to laugh the loudest, I can be like super happy go lucky type of 'samseng' girl and talk whatever I want especially lame jokes.  UHHH.

Sadly, I'm not like that recently.

Everything's just so not right.  

But I always tell myself, everything happens for a reason, as long as I know what am I doing, as long as I did and tried my best, I shall continue living my life with my best and no regrets =)

Sometimes, the least you expect - the more you will get; vice versa!

These are the bunch of people I basically met every day in college.

You have no idea how they put a wide big smile on my face everyday!

Without them, I couldn't have did anything(inside joke) TEEHEE.

Thanks guys, they call them the MCA groups (:

I know this is damn gross but seriously, I can't live without you guys, ILY! <3>

_

I helped Kenny in his charity thing weeks ago yes I will update the pictures soon okay!

That's Kin, Yin & Anna in the picture btw. (:

With Kenny in his GORGEOUS PURPLE TEE(because I buy one! haha) and Pin on the far right - and the loves, anna, steph & melisa (: 

Believe it or not, I have no life recently.

All I do is facebook, twitter, facebook, twitter, emo chinese songs, CLASS, ASSIGNMENTS, CLASS, ASSIGNMENTS and a lil lifeless yumcha sessions.  

My life's damn pathetic hor? What to do? 

But don't worry, I promise I'll get back my soul anytime soon!

Adele Chow is coming back yay! (okay sounds so poyo you can slap me now lol)

Oh, did I mention that I'm in iLab now? Bwahahas! 

I hate Mac! Sorry lah I ain't rich kids that can afford all these so yeah, I still prefer windows! 

X

Before I end this post, I shall tell you something happier to brighten up my this dull post!

YES YOU GUESSED IT RIGHT! 

IT'S THE XPAXFREEKIN'SALES!!! 

Remember, you can get 50% discounts on ALL downloads ALL DAY LONG!!

Just dial *118# or log on to www.channelx.com.my :)

Its 11.40am right now so you have like 20mins more until the happy hour ends!

Do not fear, the next HAPPY HOUR is 1pm-4pm!!

Better snatch it fast, BUY ONE FREE ONE ON HAPPY HOURS YOU KNOW! 

Musics are always our best companions, like now I'm at iLab I cannot make noise :(

So I'll just blast the music bwahaha! 

Get your fav songs now @ Xpax big freekin' sales k!!! 

DONT WAIT ALREADY LORRRR!!! 

I shall see if I get my Akon - Troublemaker now its 11.50am d!

10 more mins left, k lah ciao!! 

Overdue Cny Post

Yes I've not been updating for the past weeks. Sorry!! :(

Just do you know, I was down with dengue fever, yes red spot all over my body! Basically I was resting at home everyday during Chinese New Year!! Damn pathetic right? What to do? *sniff* So yeah, just a quick one before I leave to college for my 1pm class. (its 11.27am now btw) -

I've hell lotsa stuffs to update &finally, I've got my blogging MOJO back! So don't worry, I'll update this blog very often already! Believe it or not, ehehe! ;)

So many of my friends left M'sia already, all doing their courses at Aussie.
Well, its just a matter of time where everyone's gonna meet again some day. OHH-WELL.

Sent Tiff hun off to Melb during CNY week. :(
&yeah we had a farewell dinner for her at Sunway Club as well.

Hun, study hard in Melb!
You know Ily! X

_

Back to CNY week, I was dead sick when it was 'CHO YAT'!
My face were red, body heat was high &didn't had the mood to eat as well. That's why I said I don't have the CNY feel this year at all!

One thing I like about this year's new year, we took tons of family portraits! ;)

My one &only popo & all her grand daughters!

Wooohooo, I likey likey this picture!! ;)

I don't have a picture of my dad. :(
BUT I WANT TO SHOW YOU HOW MY DAD LOOKS LIKE!

This is Shiat Teen, my same age study at sunway college cousin that had tons of mutual friends with me &we used to BUMP into each other @ clubs and telling each other the same thing, "DONT TELL DADDY MOMMY YOU SAW ME AHH!" - HAHAH!

Last but not least, my all time fav popo ;)
She's everything in this house hold. I love her &... I don't want her to leave! (if you get what I mean)

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More updates coming up!
Too many events & outings lah ;)

Follow me @ Twitter.com/adelechow - CLICK to follow ;)
BECAUSE I TWEET MORE THAN I EAT.

XO ♥