One last post before 2009 ends.

(IF YOU WANNA READ THIS, READ EVERYTHING, THANKS)

I know its been a while since I last update,
I know I owe you dear readers one whole lots of posts.
I'm really sorry but I've been out non-stop these days and I know its time to stop because college is starting real soon, which mean, one whole new thing is coming up again!

New challenge, new faces, new environment, everything might not be that same anymore.
One of the reason I started up a blog is to remind myself to look back at my past, recognize everything that I've did before, and of cause, people that passed by my life along these years.

I tried my very best to dig out as much pictures as I can but this is all I have here.
I really wanna write down every single thing I rmb from the beginning of 2009 but somehow, the memories are just... fading away.

The beginning of 2009 was sweet, VERY SWEET indeed as I had an awesome partner around me; but the mid of this year was a disaster, a very very bad tragedy. Well, at least to me, it is.
I still remember how hard I stood back up after all these piece of shit, it all became easier when I start meeting more and more people, NEW PEOPLE that actually cares about me.

Friends come and go, easily.
BUT, when you know you have a few good ones that won't leave you behind no matter what happens, that's what warmth your heart.

There are a few things that I always remind myself throughout this year:

#1 OPEN YOUR EYES BIGGER in EVERYTHING you do.
You have to observe, always in order to know what's going on. Do not let the fake situation fooled you, you don't wanna get hurt. No one loves to be cheated.

#2 IF necessary, don't bother looking or knowing; you don't have to give a shit.
Especially when it is NON OF YOUR BUSINESS.
Choose the right thing to know and do, to avoid unnecessary misunderstanding.
In this world, everyone is selfish. Learn how to protect yourself, before protecting others.

#3 Control your temper.
Everyone might pissed you off or upset you. So what?
As long as you know what you are doing, nothing goes wrong you see.
The more you wanna fight back, the worst the condition is gonna be. Stay chill is always the best solution, that's something I wanna archieve in 2010.

#4 CONTROL your emotional and sad moments.
YOU DON'T NEED TO TELL THE WHOLE WORLD.
Its understandable when you thought telling your friends might help as they will comfort you, and make you feel better;
BUT actually, you already know what you are suppose to do.
You made your decisions, all you want is just that attention.

There are actually more thoughts that I wanna share although I don't have any suitable pictures to apply the captions with. ONE THING THAT YOU HAVE TO REMEMBER ALWAYS, present yourself in a way that you want others to see you. If you know this actions will mislead to a point where people will start disliking you, then don't do it.

In this whole year, I've met tons of new faces and I actually realized, everything everyone are connected. Good ones will guide you into a right path, vice versa. Mix with the right group of friends are really important. I do sound like a mom ranting right now, don't you think so? (lol)

I've experience all my shitty moments, but I'm glad I have the right companions.

I party real hard this year, so they called me a clubber.
You see, I don't really that name but my actions are showing them that I AM. So what's the deal? Read what I said previously.


I had so much fun with my sisters although its just within these 6 months.


My whole groups of brothers & sisters.
I met them not more than a year, but to be honest.. they treat me better that some friends that I've met more than a year; they always make me feel like I have the best of the world.


My daily dosage of love.
Same thing, met them not more than 6 months? So what?
You don't judge a friendship by months or years. Its always the thought that counts, the heart that you gave in. They don't make me feel like how my brothers sisters did, but they will always be by my side, listen to EVERYTHING.
Yes, EVERY SINGLE THING.

My babes (without Jess & Yi Mei)
It is weird when you remember how we used to see each other everyday and now we only meet each other like what, once a month or less? BUT, the strong bond is still there. That's what you called friends.

The whole bunch of bloggers.
Through blogging, I met tons of new people, caring ones inteligent ones, friendly ones from different places and country. It somehow sounds funny too when you don't see them often but the amount of pictures you have with them are actually more than your close friends! HAHAHA!! They are the ones that will cheer you up at the first time especially when you twitted, lol! (:

I had so much fun for the last six months, meeting up with the old friends, bring them together with the new peoples, it just feels so right.


Meeting more and more new faces makes me feel more and more loved especially you know that they really care and the words they said just melt your heart, immidealty.
They don't understand or know you as well as your close friends but the effort the made just trying to see you smile makes you even happier.

She's someone thats in my heart already eversince we got close last year.
If you want me to type out the things that she did for me, prolly it will be longer that my 5000 words assignment! Its another new year, and I know its gonna be another year for me to love you, tzia! (:

Last but not least, my FIVE YEARS bestie.
I'm blank, seriously. I don't know what to write here but she's everything I ever needed.
I love her to bits, its just gonna be another year where we're gonna go through everything together.

Although some good times will never come back again.

I'll continue walking my journey of life, GOODBYE 2009!
It is a year that I will never forget, a year that brings me the sweetest and memorable moments, most laughters, and the most painful sorrows!

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something I'm looking forward in 2010. (: