one more month till the year ends

Every single time when I'm home alone, I have so much to express, so much to jot down, so much to share. I don't even know where to start.

Dad's out of town and is currently enjoying his trip in Italy which I'm so glad of.
He has been working tirelessly for the past 11 months, taking care of popo especially so I really hope he does find his moment of solitude and peace.

Just finished working a bunch of stuff with my folks on a Friday night, and I've never felt happier.
Had burgerlab, drank some beer, while camping at my place with our laptops with bieber's new album playing on the background. What else could I be asking for? :)

Can't help but to reflect how much has changed since popo has left us.
Can't help but to think what has happened along the year, along these 11 months.
Can't help but to ponder about whats next.

This year I took up bold challenges and made ridiculously scary decisions;
I made a choice to cut out all that nonsense although that means hurting myself in the short term - by leaving someone who's once so dear to my heart;
At this very same year, I lost the love of my life, the one person which I love the most;
I'm challenged, defeated in so many way I can't even.

So damn much has happened along the year and I just can't be grateful enough for everything every single one incident that took placed - it made my a better person mentally, physically, emotionally and spiritually.  Everything made me stronger, tougher, wiser and happier :) 

Spiritually so refreshed, so recharged, there's so much on my plate so much that I want to do and I just can't wait to see how God is going to lead me along the way.

December is going to be an eventful month and I can't wait to see where this is going to bring me.
In less than a month, we are gonna kiss 2015 goodbye, let's make the best out of this beautiful month, shall we?

x