Express it all.

Remember this? I bet you don't.

But I wont forget everything that happened,

eversince we got together.

" My daddy that sets curfew for me -"

Lol thats what I wrote at my older post.

Was reading back my archives justnow & yeah, things just change every second.

The very unforgettable night we both go through together..

A very old picture of us.
Memories, last forever?

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Its 2.30am now & im not asleep yet.

Im having the same feelings again, Yes.

I miss you, Jeffrey.

Despite unknown strangers that voice out or spam at my cbox after this post, I just wanna express myself.

You will always lose the one you really love, the things you really want.

This is life.

No pain, No gain.

I trust that everything happens for a reason, even when we're not wise enough to see it.

Blame no one, Blame myself?

Blame myself for loving the wrong one? No.

Blame myself for not letting go? No.

Thing happens, SHIT happens..

Just let it be.

We'll follow how the river flows.. If its yours, it really will be yours. No matter how long it takes, how hard it'll be, Give a try!

People can try their very best to ruined my life, to ruined my relationship. But I believe the truth will be revealed at last. Everything will be alright. I have to learn to be not so sensitive. Think positively. Everything will just be fine.

Love is patient and kind; love is not jealous or boastful; it is not arrogant or rude.

Love does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful; it does not rejoice at wrong, but rejoices in the right.

Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things.

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A better person I will definately changed into

Yes I cant afford to love you, anymore.

If its yours, It'll be yours.

I PLANNED TO WRITE A VERY TOUCHING POST TO MY VERY SPECIAL SOMEONE TO SHOW HOW MUCH I CARED BOUT HIM & HOW MUCH I LOVE HIM.


BUT THEN -

I SAW THIS SOMETHING, THAT TOTALLY PISSED ME OFF!

ARGHHHHH!!!!

So yeah, forget it.


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Talk about betraying & trust.


I used to trust people very easily when I was Form 1.

Until this incident happened when I was Form 2(still in high school) that really changed part of my life, part of my view towards people.

I told myself, NO ONE can be trusted.
Just trust yourself & your eyes.

But then, as days goes by, I started to meet new people, new environment & yeah, it seems like I've forgotten what happened to me few years ago.

Nevermind.

Last year, 2008.
It was one of my best year,

This year, 2009.
January was my worst month. Hah, what I beginning for a year!




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Enough of all these lar, haha.

I promise my next post is not gonna include all these! (:



What I did this few days?
CNY FEELING!!! :D

Went over to Jer Shen's house.

Caramel Cream for dinner.

Wan Yee Hubby & I!

You Wei & Kym -
4 years couple, Awwww.

Dee Chzian, I know you are gonna kill me after reading this post. Lol!!

I drove her Myvi out to town! Wooohooo.

Daaaaaaaamn cute lar this car!

Okay here you go.

Hehe ;p

I edit the pictures already, NICE LAH RIGHT?

Hello! Been hanging out with Jiashin & Sher a lot these days. Heh ;p

Went to Santuary along with Sher & KC

Not forgetting Uncle Foo & Aunty Loo!

This is what happens if I drink too much.

My face macam tomato dah.

Oh & pictures grab from Pam's blog

Yes, WE BOTH LOVE DAVID ARCHULETA & JAYCHOU!

Went to Ou yesterday & then MOS at night.
More pictures are with Nicole.

Stupid Yilai keep scolding me the whole night! :(
I know you love me lar, but dont scold me anymore la. Lol!
Take good care of yourself kay, BACKBONE!

You know what I wanna say.

Allyssa.
I felt so much better after talking to her! ;p

HUGE.

Sarah & Jeslyn.

Angelynn.

I'll miss you Sarah. TWO MORE MONTHS!

Till then,
I love you. Hehe.






"So what If you really love him? He don't seems to love you anymore. You're just 18. Love aint big deal! If you continue crying, no one will pity you. Your friends will just look down on you! "

- YOUR friend,
*****
Told me this.

Let me think about it.

"Mmmm.. Let me think about it! Hmmmm.."



Hows Chinese New Year everyone? ;p


I'm lovin' it! With all the Gong-xi-fa-cai songs spreading all around the ear, I just cant resist to feel the happiness & laughters! The great foods? Not forgetting the best part of CNY, angpaos! (:
Oh ya did I mentioned GAMBLING? Lol Yes that is one of the best part too! Haha. Mahjong, Black Jack.. Haha!

"Ahhh! Whatever. Do you think I care? Lol."

Btw,
I went Barcelone the day before yesterday along with Sher, Tiff, Sue Anne, Jiashin & Sher's parents!!!
Omg, you cant believe this. Their parents are the one that suggested hit the club & they were so sporting! Awww. What a cute parents Sher & Tiff have! (:

We had a lot of fun because its been a while since we girls club together. The best part is, Barcardi Apple! Smooth, Delicious! *wink*

Not forgetting the gossipping part, Girls, girls, girls. What to do? Hah!

Went over to sher's house (:

The HOT Leong sisters.

Sue Anne, Myself, Sher & Tiff.




My heart.

Now I know who's the one that really treats me right.

I love you two!

Bunny Tiffy! Lol.

Yes, Barcelona was.. FUN.

I, Sher, Sue Anne, Jiashin & Tiff.

The one that really cares for me.

Cause we rock like that!

Jiashin, Sue Anne, Myself, Shermaine & Tiffany.

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Oh & I just got a few pictures taken in Zouk last few days.

Myself, Jiashin & Junee(Brad's sis)

Myself, Jiashin & Brad.

& I went gambling at Jer Shen's place yesterday night along with Nicole, Manda, Sarah, Isaac, Jiashin & Dao(something like that right?) ;p

I bet you guys will never forget these:

Now I realize who's the fake one, who's the real one that really loves me.

Next post, talk bout betraying & trust.

I'm out!